CNY pro & con...hmm

Last day of CNY today. The good thing about it, no more fireworks or dogs barking in the middle of the night. No more people shoving food down your throat. No more aunties pinching your face and exclaiming oh so loudly about how much you've grown and pestering you to get married, that you're "too" old and need to start a family.

I'm NOT TOO OLD, mind you!!

Bad thing about it, no more happy joyful people, traffic is gonna be crazy again, there's gonna be people everywhere, and i mean everywhere. Work is going to be more stessful, now that everything is way past the dateline. Next actual holiday is in May. In freaking MAY!!

Life's going to be a routine once again. I hate routines. It's so blardy boring.

But joy, yesterday I went shopping with MT and we spent nearly 2 hours in 1 shop alone, tried on like 20 different clothes each and I spent about RM130 for a pair of shoes, a dress and a cute halter top. On the way back home, I realized that I bought the same dress in a different colour just 2 days ago. Felt so emo and dumb.

Off to go shopping now!
chiow!

Back2u

For my silly wabbit...

i owe you 20 dollars baby you were right
i guess i should have thought it through before
i swear that all i've done since i got off the flight is
missed you much and then missed you some more
unpack my bags, put on some tunes but all it did was
make me think of you
now i'm a wreck, i miss my beau
being away from you is just not cool

i love what you do to me baby
the touch of you makes me go crazy
i figure there's only one thing to do
i gotta get back 2 u

i need you to whisper in my ear
and tell me the things that i want to hear
the moment that i got here boy i knew
i've gotta get back 2 u

rush rush my boy
running on back 2 u

rush rush my boy
as fast as i can 2 u

can't wait until your arms are wrapped around me
tight, all night, every night
we'll watch the stars turn into the morning light,
right there side by side
the things you say, the little things you do
make me come, make me go ooh ooh
i need you close
i'll be home soon
and when i get back i'm gonna stick like glue
i love what you do to me baby
the touch of you makes me go crazy
i figure there's only one thing to do
i gotta get back 2 u

(repeat chorus)

gotta get back to where i never feel alone
back to the best and only love i've ever known
to the familiar face, that smile
you make me laugh until i cry
where i'm in love
coz you're my hon
i'm runnin' on back 2 u
i love what you do to me baby
the touch of you makes me go crazy
i figure there's only one thing to do
i gotta get back 2 u

(repeat chorus)

rush rush my boy
running on back 2 u

rush rush my boy
as fast as i can 2 u

rush rush my boy
running on back 2 u

rush rush my boy
as fast as i can 2 u

i'm rushin'
running right back 2 u, back 2 u

True Frienship

I've never been the one who had tons of friends. I have tons of acquaintances yes, but real friends are hard to find these days, and I've been lucky enough to have a group of amazing friends who have been there for me all these years.

True friends are the ones who sticks by you all your life and they are the honest to hell people who frustrates and annoy you to no end. They are also the ones who laughs with you (and at you), cries with you and bitch slaps the person who is mean to you.

They're like super glue. Only they don't stink. (Well, sometimes)

People say when you lose a friend, you lose a part of your life. When a friend stops being a friend, a little bit of you dies inside. And I really believe in that. But when a friend stops being your friend for reasons you don't even know why, it really, really kills you.

I don't know why he just stopped talking to me? Have we drifted apart? Does he think he's too good for me? Did I do or say anything wrong? Have I offended him in some way? See, I'm a simple kind of girl and I hate to complicate things and life, but I can be egoistic as hell. So when someone is pissed off with me, the best way to let me know is to tell me off. And I believe I am an understanding kind of person. And if you tell me that I've been a fucked up friend, I'd apologize, vow never to do it again and grovel at your feet.

But when you 'pretend' to be my friend and ignore me, isn't that a little unfair to me? At least, let me know what I've done wrong so I know why you stopped talking to me. And being best friends for so many years, after going through so many shit together and promising each other so many things, you just DON'T do that to me. It's not fair. It's not right.

I guess I've been so bitter and frustrated about it. And maybe, pushing my ego away I can admit that I really do miss him and his friendship. I thought after not seeing each other for so long while I was studying overseas, he'd be the first one to actually call me up and drag me out of the house. But instead, after more than two months here, and he has never even texted me. What? Are you too good for me now that you're a pharmacist? Do you have better, richer, more good looking friends? Do you hate me so much (for whatever reason it is) that you can just throw away our friendship?

I was so confused at first, and then I was so pissed off with him. But now, I guess I'm just so disappointed with gim. And call me a chicken or egoistic, but I can never ever tell him this right at his face.

I'm not sure if you call this stalking, but I'd ocassionally go to his Facebook page just to see what he has been up to, and I keep wishing that he'd message me in MSN when he logs in. But damn...I'm so depressed.

But in other ways, I'm still lucky and appreciate my group of 7 Wonders even more now. Friends are easy to find. But true friends are like a needle in a haystack. I love you guys.