I've never been the one who had tons of friends. I have tons of acquaintances yes, but real friends are hard to find these days, and I've been lucky enough to have a group of amazing friends who have been there for me all these years.
True friends are the ones who sticks by you all your life and they are the honest to hell people who frustrates and annoy you to no end. They are also the ones who laughs with you (and at you), cries with you and bitch slaps the person who is mean to you.
They're like super glue. Only they don't stink. (Well, sometimes)
People say when you lose a friend, you lose a part of your life. When a friend stops being a friend, a little bit of you dies inside. And I really believe in that. But when a friend stops being your friend for reasons you don't even know why, it really, really kills you.
I don't know why he just stopped talking to me? Have we drifted apart? Does he think he's too good for me? Did I do or say anything wrong? Have I offended him in some way? See, I'm a simple kind of girl and I hate to complicate things and life, but I can be egoistic as hell. So when someone is pissed off with me, the best way to let me know is to tell me off. And I believe I am an understanding kind of person. And if you tell me that I've been a fucked up friend, I'd apologize, vow never to do it again and grovel at your feet.
But when you 'pretend' to be my friend and ignore me, isn't that a little unfair to me? At least, let me know what I've done wrong so I know why you stopped talking to me. And being best friends for so many years, after going through so many shit together and promising each other so many things, you just DON'T do that to me. It's not fair. It's not right.
I guess I've been so bitter and frustrated about it. And maybe, pushing my ego away I can admit that I really do miss him and his friendship. I thought after not seeing each other for so long while I was studying overseas, he'd be the first one to actually call me up and drag me out of the house. But instead, after more than two months here, and he has never even texted me. What? Are you too good for me now that you're a pharmacist? Do you have better, richer, more good looking friends? Do you hate me so much (for whatever reason it is) that you can just throw away our friendship?
I was so confused at first, and then I was so pissed off with him. But now, I guess I'm just so disappointed with gim. And call me a chicken or egoistic, but I can never ever tell him this right at his face.
I'm not sure if you call this stalking, but I'd ocassionally go to his Facebook page just to see what he has been up to, and I keep wishing that he'd message me in MSN when he logs in. But damn...I'm so depressed.
But in other ways, I'm still lucky and appreciate my group of 7 Wonders even more now. Friends are easy to find. But true friends are like a needle in a haystack. I love you guys.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
True Frienship
I've never been the one who had tons of friends. I have tons of acquaintances yes, but real friends are hard to find these days, and I've been lucky enough to have a group of amazing friends who have been there for me all these years.
True friends are the ones who sticks by you all your life and they are the honest to hell people who frustrates and annoy you to no end. They are also the ones who laughs with you (and at you), cries with you and bitch slaps the person who is mean to you.
They're like super glue. Only they don't stink. (Well, sometimes)
People say when you lose a friend, you lose a part of your life. When a friend stops being a friend, a little bit of you dies inside. And I really believe in that. But when a friend stops being your friend for reasons you don't even know why, it really, really kills you.
I don't know why he just stopped talking to me? Have we drifted apart? Does he think he's too good for me? Did I do or say anything wrong? Have I offended him in some way? See, I'm a simple kind of girl and I hate to complicate things and life, but I can be egoistic as hell. So when someone is pissed off with me, the best way to let me know is to tell me off. And I believe I am an understanding kind of person. And if you tell me that I've been a fucked up friend, I'd apologize, vow never to do it again and grovel at your feet.
But when you 'pretend' to be my friend and ignore me, isn't that a little unfair to me? At least, let me know what I've done wrong so I know why you stopped talking to me. And being best friends for so many years, after going through so many shit together and promising each other so many things, you just DON'T do that to me. It's not fair. It's not right.
I guess I've been so bitter and frustrated about it. And maybe, pushing my ego away I can admit that I really do miss him and his friendship. I thought after not seeing each other for so long while I was studying overseas, he'd be the first one to actually call me up and drag me out of the house. But instead, after more than two months here, and he has never even texted me. What? Are you too good for me now that you're a pharmacist? Do you have better, richer, more good looking friends? Do you hate me so much (for whatever reason it is) that you can just throw away our friendship?
I was so confused at first, and then I was so pissed off with him. But now, I guess I'm just so disappointed with gim. And call me a chicken or egoistic, but I can never ever tell him this right at his face.
I'm not sure if you call this stalking, but I'd ocassionally go to his Facebook page just to see what he has been up to, and I keep wishing that he'd message me in MSN when he logs in. But damn...I'm so depressed.
But in other ways, I'm still lucky and appreciate my group of 7 Wonders even more now. Friends are easy to find. But true friends are like a needle in a haystack. I love you guys.
True friends are the ones who sticks by you all your life and they are the honest to hell people who frustrates and annoy you to no end. They are also the ones who laughs with you (and at you), cries with you and bitch slaps the person who is mean to you.
They're like super glue. Only they don't stink. (Well, sometimes)
People say when you lose a friend, you lose a part of your life. When a friend stops being a friend, a little bit of you dies inside. And I really believe in that. But when a friend stops being your friend for reasons you don't even know why, it really, really kills you.
I don't know why he just stopped talking to me? Have we drifted apart? Does he think he's too good for me? Did I do or say anything wrong? Have I offended him in some way? See, I'm a simple kind of girl and I hate to complicate things and life, but I can be egoistic as hell. So when someone is pissed off with me, the best way to let me know is to tell me off. And I believe I am an understanding kind of person. And if you tell me that I've been a fucked up friend, I'd apologize, vow never to do it again and grovel at your feet.
But when you 'pretend' to be my friend and ignore me, isn't that a little unfair to me? At least, let me know what I've done wrong so I know why you stopped talking to me. And being best friends for so many years, after going through so many shit together and promising each other so many things, you just DON'T do that to me. It's not fair. It's not right.
I guess I've been so bitter and frustrated about it. And maybe, pushing my ego away I can admit that I really do miss him and his friendship. I thought after not seeing each other for so long while I was studying overseas, he'd be the first one to actually call me up and drag me out of the house. But instead, after more than two months here, and he has never even texted me. What? Are you too good for me now that you're a pharmacist? Do you have better, richer, more good looking friends? Do you hate me so much (for whatever reason it is) that you can just throw away our friendship?
I was so confused at first, and then I was so pissed off with him. But now, I guess I'm just so disappointed with gim. And call me a chicken or egoistic, but I can never ever tell him this right at his face.
I'm not sure if you call this stalking, but I'd ocassionally go to his Facebook page just to see what he has been up to, and I keep wishing that he'd message me in MSN when he logs in. But damn...I'm so depressed.
But in other ways, I'm still lucky and appreciate my group of 7 Wonders even more now. Friends are easy to find. But true friends are like a needle in a haystack. I love you guys.
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