Saturday, March 27, 2010

What do I do?

It's been a while since my last entry. Been really occupied and whenever I have some time off, I'd get so tired and lazy. So many things had happened in these few weeks. Parents have been back for a week now..and the house has been sold. So as one of the cars. Yes. It's fast. I'm getting more nervous yet excited. I'll sum it up by saying I'm feeling anxious.

I'm meeting with an Australian Agent tomorrow and I'm heaps nervous. I have no idea what to expect or know what I should say or ask. Tomorrow is basically the day that I will find out what my options are.

I'm not sure if I'm ready for this. A part of me thinks, 'Yes..I can do this. I love him. He loves me. We're two individuals who love each other and can't stand to be apart from each other. What is a marriage certificate for us to be together again? Besides, it will be so romantic and nice to finally settle down with someone I love so much.'

But then the other part of me is screaming and I have butteflies the size of a basketball flying around in my tummy. What if I can't stand the marriage life? What if I change my mind about being married? What if I suck at being a wife? Or a daughter -in-law? SOB.

What do I do??

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Saturday, March 27, 2010

What do I do?

It's been a while since my last entry. Been really occupied and whenever I have some time off, I'd get so tired and lazy. So many things had happened in these few weeks. Parents have been back for a week now..and the house has been sold. So as one of the cars. Yes. It's fast. I'm getting more nervous yet excited. I'll sum it up by saying I'm feeling anxious.

I'm meeting with an Australian Agent tomorrow and I'm heaps nervous. I have no idea what to expect or know what I should say or ask. Tomorrow is basically the day that I will find out what my options are.

I'm not sure if I'm ready for this. A part of me thinks, 'Yes..I can do this. I love him. He loves me. We're two individuals who love each other and can't stand to be apart from each other. What is a marriage certificate for us to be together again? Besides, it will be so romantic and nice to finally settle down with someone I love so much.'

But then the other part of me is screaming and I have butteflies the size of a basketball flying around in my tummy. What if I can't stand the marriage life? What if I change my mind about being married? What if I suck at being a wife? Or a daughter -in-law? SOB.

What do I do??

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